Monday, September 12, 2005
didn't went to sch today. nope, its not becuz i had the terrible headache. wanna guess the reason? i couldn't find my blouse. lame huh. made a huge fuss this morning. in the end, my mom said that she will write a letter and i have to stay at home to look after my lil brother.
feel so tired and drained. tired because i slept at one again watching the hk serial. drained becuz im so overwhelmed at all the things to do. felt like crying at yesterday camp com meeting. so many programmes to plan, so many decisions to make and so many ppl who are waiting for us to take the next stage. and yet my promos are cruelly creeping nearer and nearer to me and the homework pile are getting taller and taller everyday.
cant seem to see my priorities anymore. the promos are very IMPORTANT as they determine my future for next year. moreover, im EXTREMELY DETERMINED to get my marche treat. heard that, kun quan? however, the camp will not go well if i dun do anything. and it was me who wanted to get into camp com so i cant disappoint frankie, farand and eunice.
i guess i have to pray that HE will readjust my priorities. just cant wait for promos to be over so that i can concentrate on the planning of youth camp.
another bad thing: my mp3 player is spoiled. i just cant seem to on it. so i have to rely on unreliable wireless network to bring me entertainment while i do mr.sas essay. gosh, i need to get back to it now.
Thought of the day
: When it seems that problems seemed big enough to crush you, always remember that the one in you is big enough to crush the problems
words written on the fallen leaf
6:05 PM
