Sunday, September 11, 2005
its 1:45 am now. im going to have less than 7 hours of sleep. just typed my gothic film essay but havent finish yet. suppose to need 6 points but i only have 2 points and all crap. going to sleep and pray tat HE will give me some inspiration. but not before i blogged first.
quite amazing. im able to tap into wireless network from my house. dun noe i stole it from where, not that im going to take the effort to find out. here's some credit, thanks whoever u are. it was great using YOUR wireless network.
quite remarkable. just now i was trying to find someone who could be able to send me the gothic powerpoint slides but there was none. and then i went online and saw my classmate but i didn't dare to ask her as we are not that close. i think we spoke less than five sentences in this year. but time was ticking and i was getting desperate so i held my breath and asked her. in the end, she sent it to me! so happy! really want to thank her. if not for her, i probably would be stuck at the first paragraph of my essay.
i guess alot will happen if i only took the initiative. feel so mature all of the sudden. haha. who am i kidding. the big girl and little girl esp session came into my mind. in some aspects of my life, i feel like a small girl. for one, i always whine and rely on other ppl for my happiness. but God is doing things to change me.
looking back at my 16 3/4 years, feel so thankful for all the people and experiences that HE has put me through. ppl like Jedidiah who encourages me and i know that they will support and be be behind me, esp Bethia who constantly nag at me to study and pampered me like her sister. grace for being my role model, for being my mentor and guiding me through difficult times. pris for always sending me home, for being my very good friend, for keeping my secrets (even though ppl always somehow know), for just walking me through my life. caleb leow, for training me in my patience, for making my life interesting (i know life is NEVER QUIET with u around). raymund for showing....erm i dun noe, but i know i benefit from u. kun quan for giving me a motivation to study, for always buying me things (dun noe said correctly or not...thanks for letting us steal ur wallet) andrew fam for being such a wise person who tells us wat is right and wat is wrong, for teaching me maths. and u are still going to be my future XA. not something else. ppl whose name is not mentioned, i will write about next time. dun worry, i still love u all. *muakz*
am i writing this in dreamland? LALALALA *eating the chocolate buffet that kun quan prepared*
Thought of the day:
We are still under construction. no prize for guessing who is our construtor. =)
words written on the fallen leaf
1:44 AM
