Wednesday, September 14, 2005
things have been happening so much without a warning. a friend's dad just passed away, got scolded by some teacher, people who are not wat they seem. slapped by the unexpected happenings of life, feel so tired and drained.
i dun noe how my friend is feeling after what happened. heard from other friends that she will be strong for the sake of her family. feel so encouraged. girl, if u are reading this, know that we are all going to be there for u. we may not know how it is like to lose someone close to u, but having ppl there for u will lessen the pain!
just feel that after all the striving, and all the hard efforts, and all the running away, we are all going to die. just feel like giving up
suddenly the feeling of awe and fear is in me. literature calls it sublime. to be awed at the magnificent and majesty of someone and yet there is fear because u just realise how small u are to the person or thing. i guess thats what we are to HIM lah. so small in significant to HIM. everything that we have comes from HIM, all our lives are in HIS hand. no one knows what is going to happen, except for HIM. everything is done in HIS will. so like my cg Bible study on sunday! God's sovereignty is something that we noe, and yet its comforting to know that HE is in control! i guess it changes the way i see it. the way to admitting that HE is sovereign is not to grumble or whine. by grumbling or whining, its like saying that HE cant do anything good for me.
as for the teacher who scolded me, im not going to say anything except to say that he has NO PROBLEM WITH LOGIC and that he is highly INTELLECTUAL.
i admit that i have a problem with logic and that i copied everything from the web (im highly amazed at that fact because i dun have internet access at home and i wont bother finding info for sch stuff on the internet. how ironic.)
Thought of the day
: Be assured that nothing will happen without HIS permission.
words written on the fallen leaf
9:11 AM
