Saturday, October 21, 2006
this 'A' level is really a killer. not only does it deplete my brain juices, its also a social life killer. guess what? i'm not able to go out with my friends because "I've got to study". most probably, they are saying that as an excuse because they wouldn't want me there. as a result, i feel so distanced from them. if this goes on, i might not be able to keep my friends even after 'A' levels.
one good thing about studying: keeps my mind off things and doesn't remind and taunt me about my loneliness
OT: i didn't even know that people are still reading my blog. i've always secretly updated my blog so that nobody except me will know how i feel. but now i guess i have to keep certain things unwritten here...
gosh, i really need to get rid of this cheerful blogskin~
words written on the fallen leaf
3:33 PM
