Saturday, November 25, 2006
its 4.30 am and im still not asleep. i guess im too happy that 'A' levels are finally over. i know longer have to care what are Boey's concern and how does Churchill raises questions in her play. No more trying to spell 'Unheimlich' and memorising who wrote
The Strange Case Of Dr Jekyll And Mr Hyde. i dun have to bother what is the difference between a soliloquy and a aside. why do i have to care what is the multiplier and the regressive tax struture. nor do i have to calculate the probability of getting a rotten apple out of 500000 apples. YES, IT IS FINALLY OVER.
what im trying to do now is memorise the lyrics of the theme song of
Triumph In The Skies and other nice songs. and probably get a job. *shrugs*
i dun get it why Zoe and Sam end up together in the end! yes, i want Zoe to be happy but Issac is more suitable for her! What is the producers thinking?! and why does so many people like Zita?! i'm so disappointed with TVB once again, they should really go and check their brains. this almost beat the crappy ending of DIFIV to be one of the worst ending what with Vincent dying and Belle being all alone, Zita doesn't choose anybody and Paul/Ruby does not have an ending. but other than that, i still love this show.
words written on the fallen leaf
4:35 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
may i ask why the blogger homepage is in chinese?! there is something seriously wrong with the second computer. the page just keeps flicking...
i've been thinking about this year. it seems that i've undergone a change in myself due to reasons not known to me (will the page just stop flicking now?!) i no longer cries at silly little things. songs that will have me start bawling in the past are just nothing but a bunch of lyrics forced together with musical notes to my ears. at best, i've matured and become less emotional. at worst (which is often the case), i've become more cynical and indifferent. mr sas would love to call me a desensitized existence.
one reporter once wrote this in her coloum in the Straits Times:
very little bothers me anymore and that is my fear. i think that is very true in my life
6 MORE DAYS AND 2 MORE PAPERS = 4 episodes of Triumph In The Skies, 1 weekend edition of Wan Quan Yu Le and 2 episodes of Tian Wai Fei Xian
words written on the fallen leaf
1:18 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
during the week, my friend msged me this "
hey just want to let you know that as you're sloging (spell wrongly, should be 'slogging')
for your papaers, you're not definitely not forgotten alright?". wat a joke. if he didn't msg me this, i wouldn't have been reminded of my loneliness. it definitely seems as if the world has moved on and forgotten about me. its not a pretty feeling, im telling you.
XB just let me listen to one nice song. its the theme song for the Channel U 10 pm show "Triumph In The Skies" by Eason Chan. nice song and show
12 more papers and 6 more papersP.S: who is partner? are you taking the 'A' s too? and Alison, you can name them if you want to, i mean its ur hamsters. lol
words written on the fallen leaf
2:54 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
in the midst of studying and eating notes mentally, one companion has proven true and loyal to me.........which is my MP3 player! lol...her name is call Xiao Bei (influence of Love Magician). XB is very nice to me, encouraging me to continue studying because i just can't bear to be apart from her even sleeping is a dread to me! her encouragement comes in the form of my favourite songs.
from the sweet, happy sounds of "
Hu Si Luan Xiang" (by K One and Ivy), "
Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue" (by Hebe and Fei Lun Hai), "
24" (by Janice and Charles Ying) and "
Sweet Date" (by 183 club) to the deep and meaningful sounds of "
The World Is So Big", "
Man Nieen", "
Feng Loi" (all by Pong Nan), "
Infactuation" (by Denise Ho) and to the beautiful lyrics of "
Mignight Knocking Door" (by Denise Ho) and "
Protect" (by Ivana Wong and Hins Cheung), all this are XB's encouragement and my main motivation. there are many nice songs in XB that i have no time to mention but they all mean something to me.
final shoutout:
XB, I LOVE YOU!P.S: if you have no idea what all this means, this is because you are not me :)
19 MORE DAYS AND 8 MORE PAPERS
words written on the fallen leaf
12:48 PM
