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Thursday, January 04, 2007

As you grow one year older, you become more cynical about the friendships that you have. You begin to suspect the motives and the agenda of every little actions done by even your closest friends. I really long to go back to the days when I was naive and believed that everybody was genuinely nice to me.

People are never what they appeared to be. I've always thought that I was very close friends with this group of friends and that they were my only friends in that place. But I'm beginning to feel that they have never treated me as a friend. Still I've always strive to be friendly to them, joking and doing things together, but it has been taking a toll on me these days.

I'm not sad or anything but I'm just tired and have reached the level called "heck care". If this friendships are really what I think it is, then I think it's better to leave them alone.

words written on the fallen leaf
12:23 AM


HEARTS OF FENCING


A little faith
Brightens a rainy day
Sun will shine, my friend


His Beloved


Clesias
17 May 1988
WEFC TRIGGER
NTU Eng Lit

music addict
Cantopop-lover
TVB-holic
chocoholic
greentea-lover
magazineholic
AsianFanatic
Facebook addict
addicted to worship
God-chaser


Shine Like Stars
so that you may be blameless and innocent, God's children without any faults among a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine like stars in the world [Philippians 2:15]


<3 SEEN & HEARD



Heard
:Joey Yung
:Eason Chan
:Pong Nan
:Denise Ho
:Kay Tse
:Louis Cheung
:Khalil Fong
:Jason Chan
:Edmund Leung
:Eric Suen
:Don&Mandy
:At17
:Vincy
:Lifehouse
:Click Five
:S Club 7
:Sugarbabes
:Sherman Chung
:Cathy Leung

Seen

Fa Dans
:Myolie Wu
:Bernice Liu
:Sheren Tang
:Leila Tong
:Natalie Tong
:Sharon Chan
:Selena Li
:Kate Tsui
:Linda Chung

Siu Sangs
:Raymond Lam
:Kevin Cheng
:Sammul Chan
:Ron Ng
:Derek Kwok
:Zac Ko
:Chris Lai
:Steven Ma

Sweet Love
:FungYi
:Boscolie
:Rayolie
:Rayinda
:Stevinda
:Fung-Kate
:Ron-Kate
:BerRay
:Mulena
:Moses-Bernice
:KevShar
:Chris-Natalie

Currently Enjoying
:Hot Shot
:Moonlight Resonance
:America's Next Top Model (Cycle 9)
:Closer To Home
:Cold Case
:Criminal Minds


Eye-Candies
:Sammul Chan (TA & OTFB, SL2)
:Ron Ng (TA, RDOV & OTFB, TBOL)
:Steven Ma (TGC2, ACJL, TBOL)

WELL OF WANTS



:laptop
:a new Bible
:a digital camera



Falling Leaves




FOUR LEAVES CLOVER