Friday, August 31, 2007
You know how when you read on someone's blog and he/she talks about going out with his/her friends, you sometimes wish that you have a group of friends that you can go out and share with?
Sometimes I can't help but feels that nobody treats me as their real friend. I'm just someone who they are with until their real friends come along. Am I just wired this way or am I being too sensitive?
Oh I forgot, you don't. Firstly because you don't have such moments. Secondly you are not here reading this.
words written on the fallen leaf
11:25 PM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
If there is only one show you are going to watch per week, let it be "The Last Breakthrough". It's such a inspiration to us and so unlike the other shows that TVB produced.
And where else can you get to see such a hot doctor?
words written on the fallen leaf
10:49 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Sound is one of the most important component in the society. There's no stopping sounds from entering your ears the same way you close your eyes to stop seeing. It has the ability to permeate every pore of your body, making you tingle with it's very own vibration. Add deep and meaningful lyrics to a melody skillfully created with much effort, you will often get a piece that will stir and move deeply within people's heart.
That's the same with worship. Worship should be a platform for you to meet with God, a time to let go of worldly cares and fetters, a chance to let His healing takes place within you, a reminder of how His blood is still flowing, still healing for you. The struggle, joy, praise and adoration etc that is reflected in the lyrics is your own; you can claim it as your own and lift it up to your eternal Saviour from your heart. There are no words enough to exactly describe the power and impact of worship, but I'm sure it's something that you will understand in your own way.
That's why I'm truly addicted to worship.
words written on the fallen leaf
3:53 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
I finally understand the sentence "I stand tall on my knees." tonight.
Who says prayers is a waste of time?
When man works, man works.
But when man prays, God works.
words written on the fallen leaf
12:52 AM
Friday, August 17, 2007
Stained Glass Masqurade
By: Casting Crowns
Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small
Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong
So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them
CHORUS
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade
Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage
The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay
CHORUS 2x
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade
Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small
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Clesias saw her eye candy three times this week! That makes her a happy, plastic girl. (Writing in italics is so fun!)
words written on the fallen leaf
11:35 PM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Everybody been asking me "How's first week of school?".
So here's my answer:
It's been okay. The lectures went a bit fast but the people there are nice. I'm beginning to not understand what the lecturers are talking about though. Getting a bit worried.
So please stop asking me.
On a brighter note, I'm glad that the matter has been resolved just before school started. Thank God that the person has stopped persuading me. Now that I have made myself very clear, I'm beginning to ignore all their little outings. It's a good sign. *beams*
P.S: All TVB-holics like me, watch "Forensic Heroes" if you haven't! It's such a great show!
words written on the fallen leaf
5:13 PM
Monday, August 06, 2007
I think I need to know what people think of me, so please do this test!
Actually, it won't be that accurate because there is no "irritating" or "annoying" there, which I know is best described me.
words written on the fallen leaf
12:22 AM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
I've finally realised that I'm going to be a university student.
Man, I've got to grow up.
I've realised that the reason they left me out is because I've not impacted them yet. So try to impact them or not? I choose not to. It's not because I'm scared of failing and getting hurt again but because I don't want to be like them, not caring about other people's feelings and leaving other people out. I don't want others to go through the same thing as me.
So I'm leaving it here. I've decided to close the door on them and our past. Even if they may never read or notice this, but at least I will feel better. It is just another acceptance that we will never be the same or that we are no longer "close friends".
Thanks for the memories. But it is never enough for me to live on and move on.
words written on the fallen leaf
7:06 PM
