Thursday, August 02, 2007
I've finally realised that I'm going to be a university student.
Man, I've got to grow up.
I've realised that the reason they left me out is because I've not impacted them yet. So try to impact them or not? I choose not to. It's not because I'm scared of failing and getting hurt again but because I don't want to be like them, not caring about other people's feelings and leaving other people out. I don't want others to go through the same thing as me.
So I'm leaving it here. I've decided to close the door on them and our past. Even if they may never read or notice this, but at least I will feel better. It is just another acceptance that we will never be the same or that we are no longer "close friends".
Thanks for the memories. But it is never enough for me to live on and move on.
words written on the fallen leaf
7:06 PM
